| idk why but i feel like im slowly losing everying......i had to move
here and leave my friends.......so i dealt with that until i could try
and move back there.......but then that fell apart.......so i am
confined back here.......also because my dad has lung cancer and is
gonna have to get treated so i have to help my mom and brother take
care of him and my grandpa.......so im stuck here for a longer amout of
time.....and my dad could die........i mean me and him have had our
differences but he has always been there and supportive of
me..........but it seems like everything ive worked so hard to
gain......good friends.......stuff to do......money......everything
seems to be just slipping away.......there is just one major thing left
that im waiting to slip away..........i hope it doesnt........but life
never fails to do its worst so it will probably slip away too
.......>.<.........so i will have to find a way to piece it all
back together
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| Well im sitting here bored so I thought I would make a blog. Well life dosent seem to be going my way. Big surprise! When is it ever going anyones way xD. But seriously.....it seems my moving plans are just not working. My dad has to have some kemo done cause he has some lung cancer. its to shrink it so they can cut it out. Hopefully he will be alright. My car was fucked up but now its fixed. Its just more money i owe my parents. Its ok I owe them alot already. I just need to get a job then I can start paying them back. But thats the prob.....I want to get a job where i used to live but i cant unless I have a place that im gonna be moving into. its an evil circle. Maybe I should just give up and get a job here again and just accept that ill have to live here from now on. I dont know. well thats all for now. maybe more next time. |
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| wow i havent posted in a long time.....well life has been ok i suppose......still havent moved T_T......but soon i might be.....and my car was broke but is now fixed and thats about it xD....im lazy leave me alone xD..... |
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| hey everyone sorry i havent updated in a really long time haha......ive been hanging and dealing with alot of stuff about me moving out and such.........its tricky business.......and i just got home for a little.......im supposed to go to a party today maybe that will be fun.........and next week i get to see In Flames, Trivium, and Devildriver.......its gonna be badass.......well thats all for now......til later.....cya |
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| Sorry i havent updated in a while just been enjoying my days off xD.........or trying to.......im probably gonna go back to my friends and hang for like a bunch more days xD........eventually ill have to get a job but im just trying to enjoy myself while i can.........>.<.......plus ive founds someone i like.......maybe things will go well......who knows....... |
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